The Second Sunday in Lent: Bulbs
We moved
to Greenacre in January of 2011 after almost eight months of driving
once a month from New Jersey to my native North Carolina. We spent
that time becoming familiar with the house and land. Each month we
moved a load of furnishings and eventually plants I had nurtured for
decades in NJ. I left enough behind for the next occupant of our home.
I was
making a parish call once in NJ and Charlie was replanting his house.
I notices this great clump of bulbs and found he was tossing them
out. “They never bloom anymore. No need to keep them.” “You
know they are just root bound. You could separate them.” I
followed up. But he did not believe they would ever bloom and gave
them to me, if I wanted them.
So I
hauled them to Greenacre, and I planted them in the former vegetable
garden, as a temporary home. As I separated them I came into the
house and told Maxwell, “They must be Grape Hyacinths for the bulbs
are so small and that clump must have had 400 bulbs in there.” Do
a little math and you know I was in more trouble than I had intended.
But I am stubborn so I persisted. The Spring of 2011 saw only faint
shoots. Last year I had to burn off the weeds so the bulbs got some
space back but only saw green shoots. This year I did not bother to
clear the weeds as I have too much land to tend and through the
winter the birds perch there and eat seeds.
This
morning as I made coffee and look out the window there they were. No
Grape Hyacinths, Daffodils were blooming in the weeds. Mind you
there are only thirty or so blooming...but there are thirty and
hundreds of shoots! I must tell Charlie.
And
Jesus said “Listen! A sower went out to sow. And as he sowed, some
seed fell on the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Other seed
fell on rocky ground, where it did not have much soil, and it sprang
up quickly, since it had no depth of soil. And when the sun rose, it
was scorched; and since it had no root, it withered away. Other seed
fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it, and it
yielded no grain. Other seed fell into good soil and brought forth
grain, growing up and increasing and yielding thirty and sixty and a
hundredfold.' And he said, 'Let anyone with ears to hear listen!' ”
Mark 4:3-9
The seed
here is the Word of God. It is not just any word but a lifetime of
words heard and tended. You never know when some wisdom will come
and rest on you and guide you. You never know when it will cause you
to act in a better way or clearer way or demanding way. All one can
know is that God's Word seeks growth in our being.
So often my life
can feel like a weedy field with much pressing on me. There are
times when my life or being seems very clean and open. Just now it
feels a little jammed in on.
A friend
in NJ is in poor health and has managed much on his own. I have
stayed in touch with him and others to be a support from this long
distance. Last night I spoke with a friend and suggested things that
might be of help. I think though I am managing my anxiety by putting
tasks to others. I sort of knew that even as I spoke. I woke up this morning and even before seeing the
daffodils, I realized it was time to offer myself. I could take time
out here and go and help with the tasks ahead. Is that God's Word
pressing in on me? Is this a Good Samaritan writ small I am to be?
I'll only know when I offer.
We want
the kingdom of God to seem large and clear. But so often it is very
small, like a bulb too small to be itself but when tended...well you
never know.
“Other
seed fell into good soil and brought forth grain, growing up and
increasing...”
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